I generally do not share snippets of my own life in my blog, they are pieces of fiction. The narrative or poetic persona is not me, but today on New Years I want to talk about myself and some thoughts which I want to know if you, my readers, struggled with as well?
Have you ever felt you shouldn’t have said something which you did? I am not talking about words that’d hurt someone or passing obscenities or being judgemental. What I mean is, something which was inside you and you wanted it to be always within you, sheltered and at a silly moment you let it out. It could be a part of your personality which you wanted to remain exclusively for you or an idea protected by the skull of your brain or anything at all. Something pristine only for you.
Have you ever been afraid of too much goodness? Because it is not immense darkness which shuts your eyes but excess light.
Do you expect a lot from the coming year? Do you think it will be better than ’16? Perhaps, we can be hopeful. My 2016 wasn’t bad as such, so I don’t know how 2017 would be. However, I don’t know why I have this feeling that it will be nice. I really hope so.
I don’t want to be a normal person but I am ordinary. Though, I have to cross the barricades I have created around myself. And then maybe, maybe one day I will no longer be ordinary.